"Do I go around thinking I’m smarter than I used to 8e, 8ut end up repeating all the same old patterns without even realizing it?
Was the plan to find this treasure and 8uild an army just a rest8tement of my immature, egomaniacal 8ullshit disguised as a more “strategically sensi8le” plan?
If I can apparently keep kidding myself a8out this crap forever, then how would I know the difference?
I guess the thing I h8 most a8out her stunt isn’t that it’s a dum8 plan, or that we weren’t included.
It’s that it’s making me wonder if I can trust any of my own judgments, even after all this time.”
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